There are times when we do not even know there is a knot, a hidden wound inside… but when the time comes, and if you are ready – the knot dissolves. Today I had a similar experience.
It was like I am in another parallel Universe, and in past time about 25 years in past. Many who are alive in this Universe were dead in that.
I saw my nani, she said she has fully recovered and now if I so want I can stay with her and leave my father.
I was thinking that this is another parallel life – do I want it– and then I saw 5 rats dead behind the kitchen cabinet- there can be terrible plague. No
Then I zapped back into present and this universe- but this gave me a big understanding. There was a small knot- even unknown to my conscious self- that why my nani, knowing I was not able to cope with my step mother, never offered me to stay with her. She had health issues-which kind of forced her to think that in case she also died before I am big enough to take care of myself-what will happen. Now, there is no knot, no hidden or visible complain.
All knots have dissolved. Blessed be.